December 23, 2012

And the world didn't end.

Went to the Camden Market and it turns out isn't anything up to my expectation and I think I left without digging in the vintage clothing market part.Wasn't even sure if there is one, the whole thing is surrounded by appalling clothing and punk stores as well as indian stores which isn't really attractive at all. Went to Tate Modern and the night view of London is absolutely gorgeous, of course its really chilly also. Last pic: 100% match in Tate Modern.

December 21, 2012

In case the world ends

In another life I would be your girlWe keep all our promises, be us against the world,
And in another life, I would make you staySo I don't have to say you were the one that got awayThe one that got away.

December 16, 2012

December 15, 2012

Couldn't stop crying after watching the notebook, even after it ended. Too many thoughts on mind.
I know myself, sentimental, emotional, impulsive. It's just so so nice. Phew such a beautiful film and I'm here to kind of record my feelings straight after it. Maybe deep down in my heart I want to be some girl in a movie. I don't like people who always dream about fantasies but maybe deep down inside I'm one of them. Romanticising trivial things in life, writing letters or blogs like a writer like an idiot poet, thinking that special moments will be remembered... Sometimes I'm so confused,I struggled. I tried to make myself not believing fate like what 500 days of summer says, but meanwhile I was actually wishing a true one day story would happen on me or maybe a story like the notebook would happen on me. But pay phone told me that 'all those fairy tales are full of shit'.anyways, I guess ,intriscially I'm a big fan of romanticism. I really am.
End of blabbering on my iPhone blogger app which I never did this before I should have brought my diary along. 6:14am goodnight.

December 09, 2012

If you were there, Beware.


The most impressive film of the year

The lights are so beautiful.

I remembered when the movie hasn't started yet,
only the music, typical typewriter fonts,
and the fluctuating images of tunnels filmed on a car,
and flickering lights were shown on the screen.
I told my friend : It's beautiful! I love it.

It's fascinating and I knew I would love it.
I cried later.
I was deeply sinked into this tunnel.

"And nobody felt sad as long as we could post-pone tomorrow with more nostalgia."

"Maybe it’s sad that these are now memories. And maybe it’s not sad."

“We accept the love we think we deserve.”

"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."

-The Perks of Being a Wallflower

December 07, 2012

Emotional Anorexia


some people invaded your world, steal everything
and make it like they are their originals,
like they never know you,
and leave without a word.


December 03, 2012

Snapshots of the Day

Today's outfit! love this new sweater it's actually for boys age 12 haha
anyways its so nice !

December 01, 2012


You'll never know until it really happens
It's the end of the story, much earlier than I expected cause
As you said before, you'll never know what will happen in the future.
But now I can depict it. You were uncertain yet now, so certain.
It's gone.
There's nothing else I can say.