August 24, 2012

Desolation




我記憶力很強,但對於有些事
我很善忘,應該說需要被狠狠記住的事我偏選擇遺忘。
結果只能說十分irrational的我自作自受,晚安。

Nothing is meant to be, they are just co-incidence.
Tho for co-incidence, they're pretty too much.



August 20, 2012



That moment when I witnessed and realized I've been
over-valuing myself and magnifying every moment.
I can feel the pain. It burns.

I bluffed, I called a shot and I blew it off.
Don't even bother. 
All or nothing, and it's now nothing. 
Putting an end to it is the last thing I've ever wanted, but I don't have a choice. 
What could be more worse than bluffing and end up sobbing? 




August 15, 2012

Freedom is the right to do wrong?
不外如是 不過如此

August 13, 2012

Start a Brand New Colony #3

perfect match with lamyan, such a coincidence !







 love to explore HKisland, such a nice place with hidden great places and shops :)





August 11, 2012

H.A.P.P.Y B.I.R.T.H.D.A.Y


Time to make up for my birthday post!

birthday outfit self-shots:




turned 19




 i defo need a new wallet
got this cute texture one, with metallic gold in colour which is easy to pair
thanks mum :)





I am so glad to have a bunch of great friends.
Thanks for everything. Home-made cakes, cards, gifts.
Your heart, your words, your wishes.
Especially some of them who sincerely hopes and wishes me to be happy.
I know you guys know me and love me well. 

with love,
boo



August 09, 2012




















感恩。差一點就要在醫院渡過生日。

傷心是掉了這個吊墜,應該是要去照胃鏡時護士幫我除項鍊時掉了。
現在只剩下項鍊,吊墜沒有了。那是的我太模糊,甚麼也沒為意。
這是我初到英國時買的。現在應該找不到了。
我想我終於明白到林欣上年掉了戒指的感覺。
原來掉了每天也戴著的東西是會這般傷感。

why stepping on the same old path as mine?
and my songs







August 07, 2012

Finally dare to watch a movie alone

I seldom watch movies, I think I'm scared to watch movies alone. And I cant explain it.
That's why I  watched ridiculously too little movies. Too little that people wanna tease me about it.
And guess I wana stop people from laughing at me about this from now onwards,
or maybe I should be brave to watch movies alone.( tho it sounds freaking nonsense)
Since there are more than a few people jaw-dropped when they knew that I have never watched this film so here I come.
Guess I am too lost. Too lost that I need something, everything to stimulate me, to inspire me, to distract me.
I don't really know.
Anyway,I watched it today. Finally.




500 Days of Summer



'You just do things that you want, don't you?'

'I think I'll never understand that.
I mean, it doesn't make sense.'

'It just happened.'

'You know what sucks?
Realizing that everything you believe in is in complete and utter bullshit. It sucks'

'What do you mean?'

'You know, destiny, and soul mates, and true love, and all that childhood fairytale nonsense.'

'It wasn't just me that you are right about.'

'There's no such thing as fate.
Nothing is meant to be.'





August 05, 2012

不應自怨自憐但現實是令人沮喪到極點。






不應自怨自憐但現實是令人沮喪到極點。

關於你的所以所有,難挨得瘋了,沒辦法改變的事實,我唯有承認我看錯了你。
有些人,有煩惱不停找你,倍他面對過後便消失了。OK我接受這現實。
我有你們我是感恩的。有些改變了,我控制不到,只能做好自己。
連你也變了,說真的,我很失望。我們是想要用盡一切辦法保護你,
勸籲你,幫助你,替你擔心,替你生氣,可是 也許我 /我們是多餘的。
我很高興還有很好的你們。有些你們有需要重色輕友我是非常了解的。
我還有你倆啊。只有假日可以GATHER也好。
可是每次聽到你們所有也在討論一些我自己放棄機會的事,
替你們興奮之餘,我很感概我很後悔我很難過。
我認為我放棄的,不只是這個機會,還間接破壞了很多其他事情。
最後和我情況最類似的你,兩星期後也要離開了。
我以為有東西打發時間,結果是黑仔到我無辦法相信,too ridiculous。
在家憤怒和傷心都極點時候,沒有人可以幫到我,
因為這是最不能改變的事實。

我最後還是要靠自己。我剩下的就只有自己。
-留下我 在糞土當中翻檢背囊 直到拾回自己-


五日後又大一歲,生日又提示我暑假將近尾聲。
以前以為暑假是過不完的,現在我知道我可以過的暑假只剩下兩個。

小時候,很喜歡生日,甚至很期待,還會倒數。
生日會有驚喜,會有很多禮物,生日真的很快樂。

大了,變得不太重視生日。第一是因為意識都不想長大。
第二是不想去想應該要怎樣慶祝才好,很煩。
但是在這個日子,如果不做點甚麼,好像很頹廢,格外凄慘似的。
和朋友傾計話齋,有幾多個係facebook同你講happy birthday嘅人,
係真係識真係熟嘅,親身同你慶祝生日嘅,
又有幾多個係真心因為想同你慶祝生日令你生日快樂而黎?
上年更加體會到不要期望,還記得我下午全是不知所措和無奈,
我以為很愛我的人其實也不外如是。

-垂頭前 沒緣份喪氣 睡到醒 才站立得起
盲目過 便看到天機 反覆往來 又再做回自己-

現在我很想離開,因為下一個暑假,我一定要很強地回來。





boo